December 06, 2006
I haf officially not slept for 3 days.....in total, i think ive had like bout 6 hrs of sleep spread out in the past 3 days. Apparently, I haf made the mistake of changing my concept and have wasted my time doing it. Precious hours have been thrown away doing the new research. I thought i was at my wits end and even had a feeling to give up. Never before had i ever felt like giving up. And never before have i ever shed tears in class I was just so stressed out and awfully tired. All i can say is that Group work sucks. Even my lecturer was and still not in favour of the whole collaboration idea. Sigh.....as the saying goes... 'make it work'. Being nice does not pay.
I think i will be spending my weekend sleeping.
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5:37 PM *************************************************
November 30, 2006
Hello ppl...I have been absolutely piled with school work...what not, with this being the ast 6 mths of school!....The stress level is getting really high and just today I received news that i have to chang my WHOLE damn concept again!...after all the research ive done..the money ive wasted on printing and sample materials and i have get new research book!....I was not in de mood for any discussions or watever...I have never showed anger or any kind of temper before and thus, I will never start. Anyway....got home immediately after presentation today and got started on my new research....hope it works out...cos i have 2 days to get my research book and sketch book done and 2 toiles by tuesday cos have to hand them all in....what a shit.(sorry...stress). Plus...to add on to my desperation...my favourite jeans tore!...right smack in de middle at the knee!..what luck!
On a lighter note...hmmmm...no there isnt. Hasni's on night shift and tmr morning he will be off to KL with his collegues till Sunday...and he has given me permission to use his car till then...but got catch one..have to run some errands for him... :(
Ok i think got lighter note.....hasni bought for him and myself a pair of rollerblades each!...Then last MOnday we went rollerblading at east coast...yes it was raining...drizzling a bit but it sure didnt dampened our spirits!....We were too excited to try the new blades that at the end of the day, both of our legs were like jelly and he still had to send me home and drive himself to bukit panjang...kesian...
oklah..actually got many more things to say...but my brother is hovering irritatingly behind me cos he wants to use the computer...cant wait for him to go NS ..kekekkee..i know im mean.
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9:17 PM *************************************************
November 07, 2006
Selamat Hari Rayaaaa!!!!.......
It has been an extremely crazee month. Haven been getting much sleep. But my baby is way tired than i am..poor thing. Catching up with his sleep now from his night shift. I haven been able to really feel like its the festive month this year, probably becos of the lack of time and also lack of going out for visiting. My family only have the weekends to spare and this year we could make time to visit immediate families. I myself have not even gone out with my frens. We planned to go out this saturday though.
Last Sunday.......was the school's fashion show...If you guys weren't there, here's a pic of the model in the outfit i made. There were 12 outfits featured from my school, all under the same theme which was 'A Touch of Baroque', We used the draping method to achieve the collection and the prints you see on the garment were made by us too! Pardon the model in the background. Models were changing everywhere....fashion show wat.
Yesterday, 4PM had their annual Bestari Award and this year we held it at ITE Simei. The event was executed marvelously and what a great relief! No more worrying about it anymore! If it wasnt so leceh to get license and all that, I would have gotten inddor fireworks! But the confetti were great replacements. Congrats Ryna!...I knew that I had the right person when I handed over the position of chairperson to you!...Thanks to the rest of the committee also for such a great work. And of cos to you sayang for doing such a wonderful job on the video. I WILL work on my movie maker skills and show you up one day ah. You wait ah!hehehehhe....
By the way, the green batik top I was wearing, I made in like 5 hours! Cos the theme was green and i had no green outfit to wear, and no spare money to go buy so I kaput my mom's batik skirt and cut it up to make my top!...Didnt sleep the night before just to sew it up!...Anyways, to see more pics on the fashion show just go to my multiply site.
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1:04 PM *************************************************
October 19, 2006
Yup...im still busy. Im done with all orders for raya, and now im left with my mom's and mine. And.....i only have less than a week left. Im not that worried though.. i've previously made one before puasa for mom and as for me, this year's raya, my family will be the host cos my grandparents are living with us at the moment, so first day not going out, don need to wear new clothes or look too nice cos i would have to help with the cooking, and serving and washing!..so not looking forward to that!
For the past couple of years, I haven had the chance to really celebrate my birthday as they constantly fall during the fasting month and besides that, my girls were not around. But this year was the first (after some time), cake cutting for me!....My baby arranged a bbq for me....i know i know...during fasting month?..it was just a simple get together with a small group of frens and we all buka together. Plus...I had my bestie there so it was so much more meaningful. Thanks again baby for all the presents...Yeah...he gave me so many things...but don need to spell out each and everyone of them lah ah...paisey.
Oklah...have so much more to say but Im actually suppose to be doing my research now...gonna go off soon to meet asryna for break fast.
Oh by the way....SFW (Singapore Fashion Week) is coming in 2 weeks time.. on the 5th of November at Raffles Shopping Centre, the School Connexions will be on and my school is taking part...my outfit will be up for the fashion show dat day...so...come on down y'all!....the show starts at 7pm..till then....au revoir!
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4:05 PM *************************************************
October 13, 2006
Wats been happening and going on?...Alot...been really busy lately...Syawal is coming but Im not really excited...kinda sad that Ramadhan will be over..
Oh ya...recently I had break fast at this restauraunt called Resto Surabaya at Lucky Plaza. Went there to try out the so called really nice Nasi Ayam Penyet.ok..its authentic but i still prefer Changi's version. If i hadn't ordered the oxtail soup, the meal would've been really dry..the sambal also not much.
Anyhoos...not really in the mood to blog...so till next time.
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3:21 PM *************************************************
September 19, 2006
You guys have no idea how many times i've logged in to blogger.com, clicked on 'new post' and when the page appears, I just stare blankly into the screen for a few minutes and then log off again. Not that I have nothing to post, theres sooo many things going on simultaneously in this head of mine that I do not know where i should begin! And i do not like it when i hesitate so i just choose not to post anything.
Some updates.....as u should know my bestie is back. Have been out with her almost every other day. Tennis yesterday was tiring. They really made me run...ganged up on me somemore. My semester has officially ended. Thus holiday. Supposedly lah...but of cos i gotta go back to school and yada-yada-yada. My majoy project is coming up reeeaaall soon. The crunch is gonna start. 7 outfits in 4 months. Dats 16 weeks. Dats 112 days. Which means i gotta like do 2 outfits in 1 month at least!...Fashion Week is coming up. Insyaallah, my work will be going up for the School Conexxions fashion show. Wheee!!!
I cant believe that the fasting month is just around the corner. I am so grateful for it. Couldnt have come at a better time. I have so many things to be thankful and grateful for. My grandfather is really sick with high-blood pressure and diabetes at its highest stage. Been staying with my family now for a couple of months. From what i can say, he's really happy staying here cos we make sure hes always doing fun things like going fishing, walks at the beach, etc...then a couple of weeks back it got really bad and he was hospitalised. Just when we thought that things might be better when he was brought back home, today, we had to call the ambulance and hes hospitalised again. I pray he'll get better soon and guys, help me pray for his health too ya! Its really so painful to see him like dat.
well....on a much lighter note, my Mr.Policeman can finally go back hooommee!!....The IMF meetings has kept him away from me for far too long. And Im so excited for him cos last Saturday he finally picked up his car!...Wheeeee!!!.....cant wait to meet him tomorrow...got lotsa shopping to do...not me. he does. Shop for his house. So its like a sneak peak into wat its gonna be like when we get our own house...insyaallah.
Oklah...from nothing to say to too many things now. Will end here!..Tara!
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8:16 PM *************************************************
September 01, 2006
Cant be bothered.
....My best mate is back for good from Australia!!!!!!!!!!! Yaaaaaaayyyyyy!!!. She gave me such a surprise just now with my bf being in cahoots with her. I honestly thought she was gonna be back only in october cos shes got her graduation to go thru...but she chose to do it here!...yaaayyyy...no words can describe how i feel....tmrw, tennis!yaaayyyyy!!!......
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11:49 PM *************************************************
August 29, 2006
Most of the time when I read my other girlfriend's blogs, their tagboards would be filled by what you can call 'nuisance' taggers. They would do nothing but try to incur tagging harrasment by commenting on subjects concerning the owner of the blog as though they know them. Trying to share what they call "knowledge" when they don't really know indepth of what they are giving their opinion about. And my oh my, to my "surprise", I also kena lah!....Did these people form an organisation or something to purposely go and read ppls blog and scrutinise everything they are and wat they do n when they find something, go in as a team to tag the person with useless comments?....To these people...before you leave your comment anywhere else in this blogging world, pls take a moment to "THINK"...which means, using your brains, yes, that part of your anatomy which sits in your skull in your heads, that whatever this person, whose blog you are reading, does, makes their decision upon which have already been thought about themselves and they know wat is right n wrong and its their prerogative to be doing wat ever it is that they are doing. So..........................just leave them alone.......keep your shallow knowledge to yourselves and do more reasearch first k!.....No one is doing drugs, having premarital sex and drinking. If they are, ahhhhhh...then can say something...dat one also just give advice...kalau nak mencetuskan kemarahan orang lain, itu lagi di laknat Allah swt. Give it a thought. Don tag. Just keep it to yourselves...stay calm..if u wanna say something, create your OWN blog and write it there. The other bloggers n myself don wanna know.
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2:27 AM *************************************************
August 22, 2006
Sunday..woke up at 9am..watched Monster House on the pc..go bathe,got ready n went to arab street with my dad for awhile to get more stuff for my project. Got home..did my work till the next day where i officially stopped work at 6am. I did not sleep and wake up cos if i took a short nap..i will end up sleeping all the way. At 6am...did my prayers..tot i should sleep then..but while i was trying to, my mind was still thinking on how i could improve on my work. Got up again, switched on the lights and did more work till 7.30am. Slept till 8.30am..got up, bathed, went to skool. Submission deadline 11am. After critique session, went to Ubi car megamart to meet the boys...someones gettin a car sooooon..wheee!...late lunch at Hjh.Maimunah...short stop at Alexandra Hospital..then picked up Bai at her workplace...picked up little Ikram at the babysitters place then headed to courts Bukit Timah wher the couple purchased some stuffs and then we bought some food back to their place and i had a quick dinner and took a cab home...all that by 11pm. My eyes almost popped out of my head by then...super tired. Doesn't help that everyday my lessons begin at 9am and ends at 6pm...on my feet all day...aarrgghhh.....i need sleep!...This month i have 4 dresses and 1 tailored pants and jacket....good luck adlin!
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6:43 PM *************************************************
August 18, 2006
Here i am blogging again...i dunno wat to do. Im sooo tired and in need of sleep...but im so afraid to sleep cos then its gonna be morning and i will have to go to school and hand in my scraps of fabric which is suppose to equate to a dress. I just feel so helpless at this point. God give me strength
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1:29 AM
My latest design is not doing well...the fabric is making me want to vomit...it screwed up my embroidery n now i dunno how im suppose to finish it and hand it up tomorrow. I want to cry....im so screwed...gonna fail this module for sure. Shit man. Trying to stay calm...got no one to turn to at this point. Talking to him wont help cos he thinks its jus skool work. Not real work. His problems more important so ive never talked bout my problems with skool. Its too menial for him to listen to. Nevermind him....now wat am i suppose to hand in tomorrow!...im super stressed..but thinking bout it wont solve anything and trying to make the garment work wont do either cos its totally hopeless...unless paige gives me extra time to do...but dat would mean having to fork out another 50 bucks on fabric. and i dont have 50 bucks....sigh....im dead.
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1:09 AM *************************************************
August 10, 2006
Say no more....i single-handledly slaughtered myself on national televsion. Tema dan topik perbualan agak susah...so...it was difficult for me. Plus...im not so into singapore thus...most of my comments were kept to its minimum cos i mostly have criticisms. Aarrggghhhh....now i go out i wear burka. My sayang would like dat anyway..ok adlin get over yourself...well...this is my blog anyway...so ive got the right to talk about myself incessantly. Nevermind...at least i looked good. hehehehe....give myself some morale boost. ..im still in skool by the way...n its now 9.15pm...been in skool for 12 hrs already. Gotta head bacckkk...!!!
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9:03 PM *************************************************
August 05, 2006
- I told myself that night, if Jonathan or Hady got voted out, Singapore Idol is not worth watching anymore. If the final 2 is not Hady or Jonathan, Singapore Idol is worth watching anymore.
- I have to majorly brush up on my Malay language in 2 days. Cos i have an interview for the Akhir Kata show. Eerrkk...if u guys see me on de show then i speak english all the time or it sounds like my malay not good..well...let me say this first. Unfortunately and not proudly i admit that my malay koyak. Im gonna be such a torn in the midst of the rest of them who are able to speak proper malay. How i envy them. Dont laugh at me and pls don send me wierd msgs about my language k. Its painful enough to realise it and have to sit thru it. I will try my best and do my homework. Insyaallah...hehehehe...
- I cant wait for Shiqin to come back to Singapore. I pray she comes back for good. Sampai termimpi-mimpi. Thats how much i love her. If she was a guy i'd marry her already...sorry sayang..hehehhe
- Im excited about tomorrow's Berita Harian Topper Cup Match. The 4PM boys will be competing. The other girlfrens and myself will be there to support them...but the malas part is having to wake up damn early...gotta be at harbour front by 7.15am. Waliao...
- I hate going to lectures. I don have much of them but when i do, i hate it. Know why?....cos these students about 80% of them dunno how to respect people. They will start chitter-chattering and then it will get louder and louder and they seem just so oblivious to the fact that there is a lecturer infront of them talking. Nonsense sia these people. Cannot wait for break to talk issit. Eventhough its boring just shut the hell up then!...sleep or something. Dont be a nuisance. You think when u whisper people still cannot hear ah. No manners at all. Sigh...just venting some anger cos jus now i had lecture and the above mentioned happened. Damn irritating!
Oklah...jus some random entries...some of what thats going on in this mind of mine. Later! Adios!
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6:32 PM *************************************************
July 16, 2006
Wow!....it has been 4yrs and he and i am still going strong. Stronger than we ever did before. Working towards the future now and praying that our future was written for each other. It is no longer important for us to do anything so special for our anniverssary. Wats most important is to jus be together for the day...and be happy. So wat did we do? Eat!...movie...soft toys...and eat!...We are eating buddies!...wat to do...eat eat eat..but our bodies still remain the same. Hehehehe....
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11:05 AM *************************************************
July 05, 2006
I looooorrveee Coldplay...every song. I call them climax music. hehehhe...
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